Unspoken Words...

Each and every human has some negative emotions. I am not different either. However, I always try to minimize (Avoid is quite impossible) THE driver of these negative emotions; the driver I am talking about is "Ego". Any way this write-up is not about the driver, it is about one of its outcome. Being Selfish i.e. you are too much concerned about yourself and it prevents you from doing right things in right moment. Sometime it hurts others sometime it restricts you from helping others.

Now, come to my story. It happened today November 14^th, 2008. I got news that our result is published. I finished my work quickly and hurried towards my campus. I found I got quite a decent score as expected (Because my exam was very good). First thing came to my mind was that check the scores of those person who could compete me for the position. Quickly check all those scores to determine my position in our discipline. Wow I am in top three. I was so much concentrated about me and my score that I forgot to inform all of my friends about the news and their scores. Even I did not note down their marks. Though I collect information about some of my very very close friend but forgot about most of the others who are expecting something more from me. Even I did not realize the fact unless I got the phone call from one of them asking me whether I knew the news or not. I had no answer, no explanation to give; at least to me. "I really forgot you my friend!!!" is the only explanation I could give to myself.

You may thing, what the silly thing I am thinking about. I also tried to support myself by this explanation. But at the end of the day I am not happy. Actually, I am "I AM" because of others; if you remove them from my life I become nothing. Yes it is true. True for each and every individual of the world.